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Sunday, December 21, 2003
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As The Year Ends
As the year ends
I close my eyes
Reflect upon each moment
That has stole a place
Deep in my heart
The friendship I shared
With three of you
Is what I have yearned for
Too unbelievable
But I saw a lot of things
About your care
And your love
The encouragement for every day
Three of you behind me
In every step I took
Wiping the tears
Making my journey a joy
The greatest gift I got
And yes my 18th birthday
Is the most memorable
I owe it to you three
Then another person
Special
Too special for words
Too special for me
A friend of a few months
Who proved to me
Many aspects of life
When I could turn around
And tell myself
That I am created
For a reason
And life's many obstacles
Strengthens the soul
An unforgettable relationship
With Special
Another soul came over
Mesmerized my world
With the wonders of words
And several thoughts
I knew he had to be
An Angel
He taught me
To open another chapter
On Love
But I couldn't keep him
For an Angel he is
Neither can I forget
That Angel I love
The creation of a family
I realized today
The sweetness beneath it
The truth that shimmers
That which sometimes hurt
But I am riding on
I wonder why
I am hurting others
It feels painful and selfish
I see the love in their eyes
I shiver and in tears
I pray
God
Questioning Him
Finding Him
I feel His presence
The dreams He is creating
And the hopes are increasing
Each day I am nearer
To God
And I am close
Very close
To God
Who made me see my passion
I see the reason
For my existence
I have a passion
I am seeking it each day
In pain and tears
When my pillar of strength
Has murdered my passion
But I still continue
I wouldn't know why
But God will tell me so
And now as the year ends
I am scared
I hate endings
For the first time
I am not looking forward
For the new year
For the new resolutions
For the new dreams
For the new relationships
I prefer the old
The joy
The pain
This year I prefer
Never to end
I snap from my thoughts
And open my eyes
This I see
My three seasons
Special
An Angel
Family
God
My passion
And the year 2003
__________-HER-__________
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"Some
people plant in the spring,
And
leave in the summer.
If
you're signed up for a season, see it through.
You
don't have to stay forever,
but at
least stay until you see it through."
~
Jim Rohn
From Priya's entry dated 6 November 2005- suits us
perfectly.
!SPRING!
!AUTUMN!
!WINTER!
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