The Slashed Crystal

The lucidity of Crystal no more!
A beleaguered pain in her soul-
Slashed with the sharpest knife
As blood gushes in anger,
The pain, she no more feels,
Shadows the lugubriousness of life-
Perfect in her eyes!
That black eyes that was once magical,
Reflected her name Crystal deep within
But now the charm lost,
To the several scars in her body
Yet a sense of satisfaction
Running through the mind
Unexplained unless experienced!
Thoughts swirl in all directions
A desire crosses her heart,
To reach the zenith of happiness
Like the factitious dream she crafted-
That which contrasts largely to her veracity
Tears of agony roll down her cheeks
Dejection sails again
Another slash across her wrist!
Liberation for her soul-
The ephemeral pleasure she seeks
Reflects the escalation of her misery
Joy has lost its authentic meaning
For now joy has become-
The spectacle of red blood!
Streaming in greatness!
Crystal has become a contrast-
To her dream,
To the implication of her name
For now the slashes
Reflect her the best!

WoOo... that would be my last entry for this year... and ThX to u guys who helped me to build some hope in my heart abt the coming year... and yes Queen of Hopes has regained her hopes for 2004... heHe.. look out for my 1st posting of 2004...its gonna make everyone happy! haHa..