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Tuesday, February 10, 2004
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I Want!
A lot of thinking within your mind. I wouldn't know what you hid beneath you unless you voice it out to me. And please understand that I am here willing to listen to every single word you say. I can see confusion swirling in all directions in your eyes. The dark tears that you often conceal so as to see my smiles. Why? I don't want to smile if you are drowning in your tears. But instead I want to know the reasons behind every tear and I wish to wipe them all away. And with that I would learn to smile wholeheartedly. Perhaps we are just setting our minds to fly off and then allow negative thoughts to follow us in every step. These thoughts that almost kill us and that is because we choose to listen to each thought. Therefore, I want to know what is clearly going on in the walls of your mind. I want to erase all your negativity. I want to show you the world in a whole new perspective, in an angle you may have never seen the world. Where you would turn around and see the tiny happiness shadowed in the sorrows. Your dreams that you wish to pursue, I want to guide you along. If no one is there for you at your destination of dreams, I want to be there for you. If everyone thinks that you are taking too much time to do something small, I want to wait at the end for you with a rose. And when no one believes it you or sometimes when you lose hopes for yourself, remember I will be here still believing in you and hoping for the best. And when you think that you have lost yourself, I want to be here to help you gain back the real being in you.
I want!
I want!
I want!
I want to create so many different things in your life. I have chosen to do that.
But then again do I have the power?
Would you allow me to do so? Or would you hide away everything you feel and leave me to fill the empty spaces on my own?
Tell me
Cuz I want to help...
I really want to...
Because I care about you...
I always do...
Don't bottle it all up...
Let me in...
I tried I tell you. I tried to stop. But I'm weak.
You tried...You tried...I know you tried...At least you tried...So what if you did not succeed? No one succeeds in his or her first try, dear. No one in the world.
I stopped for 2 days and was back on it like a junkie.
Even if it is not a success to you, it is a success in my eyes. I know the pain you have been facing trying to stop smoking. I know cuz I have been through that shit before...tryng to quit from some addiction.
Why did I even endeavor to stop in the 1st place right?
Well ask yourself that. Your answer is found in your question. Because you decided to endeavor. You chose to. Because at the back of your mind deep within your heart somewhere you knew you could do it.
Feel like a major loser.
And because you picked it up again...you call yourself a loser? Why? Those who win have lost before. Those who lose will win one day. Believe in what you want. The changes you want to create. Your goal!
I can't even stop for a person I love. How much more hopeless can I get?
You do not ever need to stop it for anyone and that includes the person you love. I love you for who you are. It doesn't require any changes. And juz because certain things occur and sometimes cause a change to whom you have become, it doesn't mean that I will stop loving you.
But somehow I felt like I disappointed her. I really want to stop.
Nope. You aren't disappointing me. Perhaps I was upset for a while. But yes I had to get over it. I realize that everyone is different. Each of us have our own pace in setting out things we wish to achieve. And although sometimes we wish to accomplish things as soon as possible, circumstances engulfing us do not allow us to.
Would You Still Love Me If I Smell Of Failure?
Ever since you entered my life, my world has been fragranced with sweetness. For today, I do not know how the others smell. The only aroma within me is the scent of you - that never changes.
And yes...
I would still love you.
The same way as yesterday. More for today. And most of all for tomorrow.
__________-HER-__________
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