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Monday, May 03, 2004
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I Will Never Know
It is scary that feeling
When it comes to life
Right in front of my eyes
I blink away
Thinking it is fake
But no I am wrong
It is the reality
It shouts back
I do not know
I wish I knew
But then it whispered that
I will never know
Then somewhere I hear
A voice that belongs
To a perfect angel
But beneath her wings
Blood prevails
The purity obliterated
And the horrible reality
I see it again
I do not know
I wish I knew
But then it whispered that
I will never know
I hid myself in fear
Not wanting the world
To see the inner me
Several hands reached out
For me but I was engulfed
In my own misery
I tried to snap back
Tried and still trying
I do not know
I wish I knew
But then it whispered that
I will never know
Yet there is something
I feel deep within
And I am grateful
For its sole existence
I would not know
Where I would be
If that has never happened
Ever in my life
But what am I doing?
Using a sword
To slash it again and again
As it seeks to come nearer
I pierce into the heart
And kill my only happiness
Leaving myself to tears
How foolish I can be
I can't express this
What made me into this?
I need to know
I scream
I cry
Nothing I can do
For they have all
Taken me over
And yet
I do not know
I still wish I knew
But I will never know
The constant whispering
The haunting that continues...
__________-HER-__________
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