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Wednesday, May 12, 2004
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It all started at paradise...
first night-- he wouldn't even notice me i thot.
the next day he smiled-- but everybody there did... so what i thot.
then the wink followed and the little greetings-- big deal... i didn't even know his name and i'd probably never know i thot.
limbo nite... his name just stood out-- well... it's not like he introduced himself to me... will i get to see him again i thot.
Charming is the word to describe him that nite-- it'll always remain this way... me stealing glances at him in a little corner i thot.
that very same nite thots filled my mind and a letter i wrote-- i'll never have a chance to give it to him with my parents alwaes so close and i'd probably never have the courage too i thot.
on that last day... circumstances led us to introduce ourselves and we talked-- i only have a few hours... it ain't gonna change things i thot.
whew! parents away... plucked up my courage... handed him the letter-- that's the end i thot.
saw him hiding in a corner... secretly reading the letter-- there goes... he's never gonna talk to me again i thot.
for a long time he went missing... nowhere to be found-- he was definitely avoiding me i thot.
he appeared again... and called to me to go over-- won't be anything good i thot.
a serviette rose he gave me-- some kind of consolation i thot.
then a letter i receive-- oh no! definitely rejection i thot.
invitation to the beach-- the last few hours... he's making it a dream come true... but this dream will be over when i return home i thot.
the letter... he likes me?-- impossible! probably just flirting i thot.
a letter i sent when i got back home-- he's not going to reply i thot.
another letter and a photo frame i made-- ain't gonna expect anything i thot.
2 months later... and a letter from him-- i'll reply but this is gonna remain as it is... penpals? i thot.
it came as a complete shock... few days before Valentines... be his girl?-- a long-distance relationship i can never handle i thot.
the writing continued... letters exchanged-- this would slowly come to a stop someday... i'll never hear from him or see him again i thot.
trips i tried to plan to meet him again-- somehow or another... it was just made impossible... just not fated i thot.
a phone call i made... first time-- the second wouldn't be anytime soon... probably on his bdae at the end of the year i thot.
bangkok... at the end of the month... i could meet him there then-- tried... failed... time to give up... i'll never meet him this hols i thot.
asked my aunt... she said ya... mum booked trip-- too good to be true i thot.
2nd phone call... never expected it to be so soon... his trip delayed-- knew it was too good to be true... i'll not be able to meet him i thot.
to bangkok i'm heading... will be able to meet him for one nite... i'll see him again... -- what am i supposed to think now?!
__________~*~SpRiNg * tAmZ~*~__________
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