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Friday, July 23, 2004
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It haunts...It kills...
Just where would I be one year down the road? After the law diploma in TP...where am I going to go?
I wish Oh I wish I could pursue...
Oh well... I am going to work. That's for sure! Get the money to study later...
Wish I could do it now... Well a few years down the road... I will I hope
So yea... Is it law for me? Will I be happy working in the legal industry? I think I will be
But...There is always this word... But...
How about people around me? Will they be happy if I work in this industry?
Oh please... Priya does not care about the opinion of others...
Only the important people matter... And important people wouldn't mind right?I wonder...
Is my happiness really theirs? Yours? How can that be possible? Will you be happy just because I am? When will you really be happy because you really feel happy about yourself? And how would you know if I am happy? Like really happy?
Oh well am really happy today... The impact of being spontaneous... haha it was a good day spent with her... we went to watch a play together again and it was not pre-planned!! hehe... she was so nice to accompany me although she was kinda tired... thankies!! But i still haven gotten over Wendy... it just makes me feel guilty of myself... shucks (kk don't freak out... Wendy is just a character in the play... was thinking abt her... sigh)
Right back to my thinking... Career... Kinda confused I always thought it was Law for me since I was like 15. Maybe I would not be confused...If they didn'’t say NO...If they didn'’t say all that they said... Or if only I didn't hear... I hate it but it did affect me a damn great deal...so thanks to these people...
So basically after graduation... Life will take a new road... Hmmm... The working life...
New environment
New friendships
New commitments
And the old?
The old environment
Tracing memories
The old friendships
Growing further
The old commitments
Strengthening well
WOW...
Basically I am afraid of losing... Losing the old and going forward
I don't like it... When you got to let go of something to welcome the new... I am scared
Of graduation
Of working life
Of parting from close friends
Of losing loved ones
And most of all I am scared
Of not being able to remember
The hugs...
The advice...
The pigging out session...
The crying together session...
The cuckoo days...
The bad hair days...
The exam stress period...
The dread over the 3 hr lab session...
The bitching session...
The last minute rush to meet project deadlines...
The catch-a-movie-to-skip-a-lecture runaways...
I will miss
Within a year... We will no longer be a TP student...
Last year at this time... I still remember mugging to read Crim Pro cases... And try to understand Accounts...GRR
And next year at this time... Where will I be?
And you...Will you still be there?
As a friend...
Or does everything simply ends... When parting sets its foot...
I am learning to cherish every moment spent in school...
When tomorrow is born... I want to hold today closer than how I held my yesterdays...
The anxiety of separation is cringing the walls of my heart...
__________-HER-__________
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