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|| Saturday, November 27, 2004 || || 12:12 am ||


I Can't Be HER

I can't be HER
The HER you want me to be
I can't
I can't
I hate the picture you are drawing
Consistently about HER
And HER future
I will never be that HER

I can't be the perfect daughter
For you and for the rest of the world
I am deliberately slashing your art
Deliberately
Even when I smile and talk to you
And promise you that I will make you proud
I still can't be HER
I slide away from your description

You do not see my dreams
You do not share my hopes
You do not wipe my tears
You do not know my love
You do not
I don't allow you to see me
I hide away
In fear, because I know you can't accept me

I can't be HER
I can't be your perfect daughter
And 'Sorry' I say
While walking away
Walking away far far away
I can't deny me
I can't forget everything
I can't walk towards anymore

I can't live up to HER
I will never be able to
I am trying, trying and worrying
Am such a disgrace
Wrapped with disgust
Giving so much distress
I am their art so distant
Soon, waiting to discard

I won't be HER

__________-HER-__________