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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
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the bitch in me is out...
and i'm sorry...
no... wait! do i need to apologise?
i guess i do... to my seasons...
i'm sorry for being the biggest bitch around... and especially so lately...
i'm turning into someone i hate...
no... i think it has always been a part of me...
it has been hiding inside...
and now that bitch just wants to get out!
damn... i'm better a bitch than that penis gal...
pardon me...
but i can't help it being a bitch...
actually, i can do something about it but i'm not going to...
at least not for now.
to be honest, i'm enjoying myself...
it's not healthy...
it's not good...
but it's definitely fun...!
who cares what will happen in the future...
really... who cares?!
thinking is too much for me...
i'd rather not think...
but this is what happens when i don't consider what the future may bring...
i wanna cry...
but tears i hide...
no... they musn't be seen...
why should i let them flow...
but thanks for putting up with me my seasons...
and for tolerating all my bitchy cuckooness...
i really don't know how long more i'd remain this way...
and i really don't know how long more you guys can take me this way...
maybe... jaz... maybe...
i would really go out there and hold the wrong guy's hand...
not because i'm blur... but because i want to...
i may just grab the nearest hand i could reach out for.
does it matter who it belongs to?
does it matter if his other hand is holding on to someone else?
does it really matter?
heck... i don't care!
maybe... shar... maybe...
i would hold on a little longer to my quest...
but i can have siloso too...
maybe... just for the fun of it...
maybe not...
maybe there's more to it...
maybe not...
maybe... priya... maybe...
i would just go out and have fun...
maybe i'd try the new kid out...
maybe... i'd just be the bitch that you called me back in year one...
i'd end it the way i've started it...
__________~*~SpRiNg * tAmZ~*~__________
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