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|| Saturday, March 05, 2005 || || 12:10 am ||

Fascination?

Can I ask one question? What is this fascination that people have with homosexuals? Hmmm, been trying to hold this within myself for quite some time but I thought I should let my thoughts out once in a while especially when many others don't quite realize it.

What is this growing desire for people to kind of imitate homosexuals? Or rather to put themselves in the positions of homosexuals for a darn 10 minutes or so to bring laughter to the crowd and suddenly now it has even been used in skits in lectures oh to apparently better educate fellow students. And let me assure you that three quarter of the students in the lecture theatre do find it amusing and the other quarter are either homosexuals in the dark or plainly just do not understand or hear what is going on.

It is rather strange that straight people have this fascination... Very strange. And the increasing amount of this "gay-drama" is kind of getting on my nerves. Or lets add some magic of optimism, OH! perhaps it is the society beginning to be open with the issue about homosexuality. I mean if that is the case, then come on SNAP OUT of this joy in making fun. Really, its purely being immature and narrow-minded.

Seriously, it isnt easy getting acceptance from people for being a homosexual. Have u ever went into the feelings of transexuals and really thought about why they feel and want to change themselves OR do you just stare at them in disbelief giggle away with your friends at their "strange-ness"?

I have lost some friends who meant a lot to me after they knew that I am actually with a girl now. But I have grown to realize that this "friends" accepted me for who I was at that moment and will not accept me when I change in the future. It is difficult now to be friends with these people again cuz they don't accept the homosexuality part about me.

However, there are a few friends who have stayed by me since then. Of course, there was some distance at first. I mean they were shocked but gradually they began to accept me and yes! we are still going strong. Besides, I have met new people who have accepted me as one of theirs and it is just like when you lose one, you get back another two.

It isn't easy walking down the street hand in hand with someone of the same sex that you so dearly love. People stare. People even talk about you right in front of your eyes. People point at you and laugh. People walk in front of you to clarify their doubts if you and your partner are really of the same sex.

Plainly, you become walking monuments of Amusement...

Of course, being homosexual means making sure that you keep the society in your mind - cuz you see, not everyone has accepted this. Come on, homosexuals can't kiss in the public or even come close to one another cuz if that happens people would be having some strange staring session. Like as though the world is coming to the end or something.

I really think that it is time for people to put themselves in the other position, no not to ACT and make an JOKE of themselves about being a homosexual but to feel the depths of the feelings that surround the hearts of homosexuals. I am not begging you to open your arms wide and welcome us into your lives but at least to be considerate because we are human beings who LOVE too.

Duckie, I know I just met you like 2 hrs ago, but I miss you already. The time went so fast when we were together but I had a lot of fun. We kinda literally ran around the places, laughed our heads off in the streets and got some people wondering if we were suffering from something. We become so cuckoo when we are out together. And guess what? She sang songs to me!!!! So nice!! So many songs - she was in this karaoke mode today! But I so missed her singing to me and it was so nice to hear it again! thankiss duckie! I know I got emotional *oopz* but we spoke about it and yea matters are clarified. And chocolates are always a good thing! *winkZ*

I know you are feeling down now cause of something at home. I wish angels would surround and comfort your soul as you fall into the twilight of dreams as I cant be there to embrace you in my arms. Duckie, I wish you could call me now. But I will give you the alone time as you asked and silently pray for you. Muackz! Love you...

Firehouse - When I Look Into Your Eyes Lyrics
I see forever when I look in your eyes
You're all I ever wanted, I always want you to be mine
Let's make a promise 'till the end of time
We'll always be together, and our love will never die

So here we are face to face and heart to heart
I want you to know we will never be apart
Now I believe that wishes can come true
'Cause I see my whole world
I see only you

Chorus:
When I look into you eyes
I can see how much I love you
And it makes me realize
When I look into your eyes
I see all my dreams come true
When I look into your eyes

I've looked for you all of my life
Now that I've found you, we will never say goodbye
I can't stop this feeling and there's nothing I can do
'Cause I see everything, when I look at you

Chorus

When I look into your eyes
I can see how much I love you
And it makes me realize
When I look into your eyes
We will always be together, and our love will never die
When I look into your eyes
I see all my dreams come true
When I look into your eyes
When I look into your eyes

__________-HER-__________

 

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And leave in the summer.
If you're signed up for a season, see it through.
You don't have to stay forever,
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From Priya's entry dated 6 November 2005- suits us perfectly.
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