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Monday, April 25, 2005
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Incomplete Entries... Incomplete Life...
[[[ 5th October 2004. He left that morning, possibly before I even woke up. Unknowingly, I went to school for my last paper as things were supposed to be. Nobody told me anything, I was kept in the dark. I did felt uneasy though, but it was normal for that to happen before a paper. Isn't it? Company law, I was completely blank up there when I read the paper, I wasn't able to write a single word when the time started. The thought of running out of the room, look for a spot to cry, crossed my mind. But I made it through the paper anyhow. It was the last paper, I was relieved. Now planning where to go and have fun with my seasons.
Checked my handphone when I left the classroom. Missed call. It was my Mummy. Called back.
"Mummy, you called?"
"finished your exam already?"
"yupz"
"still in school? Where you going now?"
"ya. Going out with my friends."
"you not going to Ah Kong's place?"
"huh? Why?"
"Ah Kong passed away."
Paused... I didn’t know how to react. What could I have said...
"When?"
"this morning... early this morning... in the middle of the night."
"how come nobody told me?"
My mum didn’t know how to reply to that. But I knew why...
Why? Too soon... too close...
the last thing you said to me... in my dream...
"Ah Kong understand."
and all i could do was kneel before you... hold on to your leg... and cry... ]]]
[[[ The forest ablaze
The road unwind
The sky thundering
The lovers kissing
The waves destroy
The children playing
The volcano erupts
The books flip
The earth cracks
The smile speaks
The stars hide
The hope lives
The rain slams
The hurt vanish
The wind howling
The tourists relaxing
The moon frowning
The doctors heal
The flowers wither
The ..... ]]]
[[[ "The chariot indicates a journey. A journey will often bring one full circle, back to the beginning. But just because one ends where one begins does not imply lack of movement. The movement takes place within.
The chariot may test you by taking you through places of great confusion. Any major evolution captures the attention of evil. So beware." ---Gautama Chopra
We fall in love, be in a relationship and then lose everything, heartbroken, no lover.
Back to square one? Maybe not. You're back with lessons learnt. Smarter, more aware.
Well, maybe the reason of getting into that relationship is not to find the right one who you will live happily ever after with. But to learn lessons that will help you find prince charming and to treat prince charming right and to get your happily ever after.
I have learnt a whole loads from the relationship just passed.
Patience. Like I have told a friend, it gives you the time to fall in, out, and back in love again.
When you finally meet, you'll have no time to find fault and create unwanted arguments.
Maybe you're right... out of sight, out of mind. ]]]
[[[ Bashful. Innocent. Red car. Blue and white striped long-sleeve shirt. Charming. Firm grip. Nice touch. Stealing glances. Shy smile. Weird handphone. Doesn’t matter… nice car. 3rd class. 18th April 2005. 25th April. 9th May? Dance? Name? Number? We'll see... ]]]
__________~*~SpRiNg * tAmZ~*~__________
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And
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If
you're signed up for a season, see it through.
You
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but at
least stay until you see it through."
~
Jim Rohn
From Priya's entry dated 6 November 2005- suits us
perfectly.
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