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Monday, May 16, 2005
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Everything happens for a reason.
Each and every person who enters our lives will make a difference and teach us a valuable lesson.
It's all a matter of whether you realize it and learn or not.
Sometimes, you may ask... "why does this always happen to me?"
Well, maybe because you didn't learn. Learn.
I used to dwell a lot on these questions about life that we ask ourselves repeatedly. Always wondering why things have to happen a certain way... why can't we just have what we want and be happy... why does this and that have to happen...
There are a lot of whys that most of the time we ask but can't really be bothered to look for the answers.
The answers however has always been deep within us... we just have to surface it.
I've learnt to reflect and learn from every thing that happens and every person who steps in.
Wait and patience. I learnt. Relationships need not be touchy feely to survive. In fact it's better without all that. distance can actually be a good thing. Take time to get to know each other. Family, cultures, ambitions, dreams, hobbies, interests, styles of showing love. Every little moment spent together should be cherished. Overlook the little things that triggers the jealousy senses. Pay more attention to the details of love. Don't be blinded by the sweetness though. Always take a little step back to reflect. Direct and straightforwardness helps. Be true. Don't use stoopid easy-to-guess passwords.
I've learnt.
I don't need a Casanova... worst still one who is already attached. Believe it or not... I actually needed a certain little attached Casanova to make me realize that. I thought there would be hope if he was out of CM. Little Casanova proved that it would still happen even if both were geographically close. Blinded I was but he showed me the truth. Still, it didn't quite help. He simply proved that guys were the same.
I've learnt.
Then a certain someone else had to appear. Alamak! The exact opposite that I really didn't know what to do about. Gals? Relationships weren't on his mind or so he claims. Whatever. He had a lesson to teach me. Happened during a short period of time. I don't know which was it that made the whole difference... him or the guy I imagined him to be. Stable and sure. A little paranoid... but it doesn't matter. I deserve better. Put my foot down. I'm sure about what I want. The last straw to make me end what i should have ended a long time ago. I'm finally free. Thank you. You didn't even have to try... u just helped me unknowingly. Thank you.
I've learnt.
Then now comes salsa guy... what's the lesson I've got to learn from this one... I've yet to find out.
Yet to learn.
While all these are happening, I choose to ignore the one guy who has done a whole lot for me and showers me with all the attention. Yes... nice... and I really appreciate that side of this guy. But whenever I start to think good thoughts of him, he just transform into the dark side and change it all. Guess that's the sign of the twins. Two different sides to one person.
You prove my doubts about you right. I knew you won't be able to tolerate my nonsense... nobody can. Can you imagine if I had actually accepted you and then you realized that you can't stand all the crap i throw at you... what would the outcome be? I bet it'll be much worse than what's happening now.
Another concern. I know I won't be able to get along with your friends. They hate me... I don't like them either. You would be caught in the middle. Don't want that to happen.
I'm sorry but this is just me. I'm not doing this to you just because you like me. It happens to all my friends all the time. It just so happens that you are a friend who likes me. Too bad. They are used to my nonsense. You aren't... will never be. If you can't take it... scram!
Never complain about the girl you like TO the girl you like! That's courtship suicide. You like someone... you jolly well accept her for the way she is. If you can't... stop trying! Get lost! I'm sure your friends will be more than delighted to help you get over this one. You won't have a hard time. They hate me... you will too.
And really I don't care if your friend calls me a bitch. I know that already. Everybody I know and everybody who knows me, knows that. And it's not like I haven't admitted that I'm a bitch. If I don't remember wrongly, I have even posted a blog entry telling everybody I'm a bitch. So she really need not have gone through the trouble to enforce my point.
Oh... and whoever your that other friend is who said he/she wants to burn down my house. He/she is more than welcome to do so... anytime! You know which blk i live in... take the lift to the 9th floor... 2nd unit to the right. I really don't like my house anyway. So burn it for all I care. My dad will claim insurance or something and we'll get a new house. In the meantime I can stay at my aunt's place... more than happy to do that. Oh but if you were intending to burn me too then let me know when you're intending to do it... I'll stay home. Burnt to death... good. No worries... I can reunite with the people I love most. Not a bad idea at all.
You think I'm Pissed? Disappointed. Very disappointed!
You know what? Don't even bother to reply to this. It ends here. The end! Full stop!
I guess you should step back and think bout what has happened, reflect, learn and move on or have you done that already?
I've learnt. Learn.
__________~*~SpRiNg * tAmZ~*~__________
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