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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
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My Mother
I have a confession to make...
I miss my Mother.
when she is always with me
strange, but true
like as though i am spending lesser time with her
as each day goes by
like i am hiding part of myself from her
and unknown to me is something about her
i dont exactly know cuz i never took effort
to find out, what a daughter
i feel so hopeless, useless, helpless
everytime i see her in pain
wish i could do something
i am doing all i can or maybe i am not exactly doing
wish time could be like before
when she was healthier and we could walk down the streets
window shopping, jogging at the park, piggin out!!
i wish i could be like the other daughter
with her young and healthy mum
i miss her... i truly do
she can hardly walk 1 hr without groaning in pain
its horrible, whats more horrible is to tell her
not to worry about it cuz its getting on me too
and my mum thinks that it may sooner be my turn
to be in her stage, i don't know about that
don't even want to pretend to care about that
but i am very worried about her, wish i could do something
about it... wish we could have more time together
walk around and shop like those times
its gonna be officially almost a year since we had
our times... its scary now that i realized
that i miss her so much
i feel guilty
did i neglect her all these while?
i wish i could bear the pain for her...
i wish i didnt have to cry as i am writing this...
i wish she didnt need to go through this...
i wish i cared a bit more...
her tired eyes yet glitters with love for me
but i am too scared to look into her eyes
cuz beneath them i see her pain
someone take my mummy's pain away pls?
if only my tears could heal her
i would cry every minute of everyday...
i love you Mum...
if ever you do read this...
__________-HER-__________
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