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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
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As Our Poem Unveils
1 the seeking of what is beneath the hidden
2 quest for the happiness within
3 unknown territories chartered
4 the remains of a warrior's past
5 dancing in memories for seasons to come
6 there I was, at the beginning, in my white gown,
7 looking into the dark eyes of my beloved
8 and behind me stood my seasons three
9 just like before, just like always
10 as I threaded another new unknown path
11 Slowly this road before unwinds
12 Embracing me in a blanket of fantasy
13 I danced with them in dream after dream
14 Through endless nights, our secret lived
15 So perfect, I never want to wake
16 Happily ever after
17 As genuine as Elvis sightings
18 Fairytales exist as passion and hope subsist
19 But will a fairytale still be a fairytale
20 Without a happily ever after
21 Will forevers last with everything ending
22 As delusional creations of chaos empowered
23 A checkmate of his soft lips on mine
24 Suddenly happily ever afters did not matter
25 The transitory existence of truth, joy and love
26 Spelled my own fairytale, resuscitating hopes
27 And so as I looked into those deep eyes
28 I saw fear and wonder; and was that a glint of love?
29 Finally a bride embarking into my own unknown tale
30 A path made possible
31 With a ring binding
32 And with a kiss sealed
33 Snow settled on rose petals
34 And the sun peeks through the amber leaves
35 Union of parallels can be beautiful too
36 They were, but once
37 The strength that lifted me up
38 The words that carried me far
39 The touch that kept me safe
40 The kiss that made time everlast
41 Now lost behind my forlorn shadow
42 Amidst the tranquil of the night
43 Memories like my only voice
44 Tailing me along this lonely boulevard
45 I'm glad, I loved once
46 No doubt that fairytales lie, yet this ring stays
47 As a mark of our once shared divine love
48 Your kisses I still yearn to taste
49 Slitting myself to live in the memories of us
50 As blood sheds on my old white wedding gown
51 The lost beauty seeking for an answer
52 But with that I snap back to reality
53 And instead of looking into my memories
54 My gaze lingers lovingly
55 Staring at my new found love
56 Before me; my son
57 Amiable; charming and amiable
58 Sister I have been since his ABCs
59 Friend as he started to speak
60 I am his everything as he is all of mine
61 I slept sitting up, that night
62 Cradling what was left in my arms
63 I can't find the shards to my shattered heart
64 Only silence lingers when everythng's gone
65 Apologies flushed away but still lingers 66 Nostalgia tickles its way in
67 Will your hand fit mine when our fingers entwine
68 Will it be a kiss the next time your nose brushes mine
69 How will we love if we continue to fear
70 I want to stop fearing
71 But will you give me that chance?
72 Love like a flower
73 Petals of guesses
74 But no! The flower of love had withered
75 I hate to say I do need you, but no!
76 Let your once upon time love take me through
77 And with those memories another story shall be told
78 Once upon a time with another soul
79
Lines Left:
Spring - 6
Summer - 5
Autumn - 4
Winter - 4
__________-HER-__________
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Friday, August 05, 2005
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I envy them.
We used to be.
Happy, pretty, crazy
Loving.
Used to be.
I wish I could close my eyes
And everything would pass me by
Is there an exit to escape?
There isnt any time to hold on
I hate the shadow of the sweet memories...
I know what you are thinking
Meets exactly what I feel
I know that what we've got
Is still real, unchanged
But I don't understand why
We cant be like others
Why we cant love without a fear; or
Why we cant let go without love
I declare that I have lost
I can't and will never learn
To look into your eyes and say
That you are only like everyone else
Because you're my Special...
Now that you are gone,
Resting in God's loving arms...
With everything slowly falling apart
I wish I had the strength to go on
No, I do - You told me so!
I am all changed and new
Would you come see me, now?
Touch me and allow me to kiss you
Goodnight.
I miss your scent -
A little that still stays on your shirts...
Will soon be no more, oh no!
And am so afraid
Of looking at others; holding on to theirs -
That which I no longer have.
I cry within my smiles and all the way to sleep
I am afraid that over time,
Your memory within me will be lost
And finally I would realize -
You are gone forever!
__________-HER-__________
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Monday, August 01, 2005
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Some Words For The Seasons
As we enter into the last third of the year, with a single difference - our recharged and rebuilt hearts as well as minds, let us begin to hold each other tightly and pursue our new planned journey. Let our souls say goodbyes to the past and learn to grow through them, remember that we will never be able to forget it, but we can lock them in the depths of our hearts and know that they will be part of us today. Let our hearts be hardened from any pain and be lifted, no longer followed by the wind, but the choices we are each going to make everyday. Let's see beauty in each flower that we pass by every morning when we walk down to the bus stop. Let's smile at a new stranger every day (and if possible, exchange phone numbers or email addresses...after all we are still hoping.. *winkZ*). Let's find delight in the pouring rain and stretch our hands out to it. Let's reach out to each other and pull ourselves through for this yet to be promised journey, but most of all let us be each other's hope. Let's meet up more often for more chatty bitchy sessions that definitely includes a camera and lots of food, just this time in office wear, after work. ==August 1st== Should be the day that we all step into our University to conquer our dreams but for a reason or another it will be the day that we all enter the workforce (with the exception of kiasu Summer who have already started her work a few weeks ago), this time to conquer the same dream but in a different light... perhaps brighter. Let's look forward to our new chapters together, Whether they bring tears or smiles, We do not know it yet, But let us welcome it - positive or negative Holding on together with hopes, We'll drive our paths these time.Our Motto Shall Be: Priceless Treasures, Sparkling Journey
Happy August, everyone! I guess I was looking forward for these for some time, hope that it turns out good... and it will!
__________-HER-__________
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Jim Rohn
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