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|| Friday, August 05, 2005 || || 11:51 am ||

I envy them.
We used to be.
Happy, pretty, crazy
Loving.
Used to be.

I wish I could close my eyes
And everything would pass me by
Is there an exit to escape?
There isnt any time to hold on
I hate the shadow of the sweet memories...

I know what you are thinking
Meets exactly what I feel
I know that what we've got
Is still real, unchanged
But I don't understand why
We cant be like others
Why we cant love without a fear; or
Why we cant let go without love
I declare that I have lost
I can't and will never learn
To look into your eyes and say
That you are only like everyone else
Because you're my Special...

Now that you are gone,
Resting in God's loving arms...
With everything slowly falling apart
I wish I had the strength to go on
No, I do - You told me so!
I am all changed and new
Would you come see me, now?
Touch me and allow me to kiss you
Goodnight.
I miss your scent -
A little that still stays on your shirts...
Will soon be no more, oh no!
And am so afraid
Of looking at others; holding on to theirs -
That which I no longer have.
I cry within my smiles and all the way to sleep
I am afraid that over time,
Your memory within me will be lost
And finally I would realize -
You are gone forever!


__________-HER-__________