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|| Wednesday, December 28, 2005 || || 8:54 pm ||

As The Year Ends - 2005
(Part II - Paving Myself Into 2006)

I wouldn't know standing now trying to foresee what lingers in all my tomorrows. The diction of the unknown will slowly recite into my life as each day passes. Whether the melodies of the future are going to turn out beautiful depends on the way I choose to clap for each situation and the choices I make.

I got pretty distracted and started to read my 'As The Year Ends' entries for 2003 and 2004. Pretty interesting.

I guess the uncertainties of the coming year sipping into my head is a consistent thing that happens every year, at least for the recent 5 years. Strange. Actually for 2006 - I am kind of looking forward to the beginning of 2006, in a way that I can finally get rid of 2005. Yep, I do want to actually get rid of 2005.

Like there is a dying need to have a fresh beginning to everything - to my life. A need to have an enormous positive change in my life, like starting everything out from square one. I guess that is what I want from 2006. Something positive and something that is going to make me feel really good about myself and happy - simple as it sounds. Something fulfilling. Something like Love, yet unlike it.

I am looking forward to a promotion or rather a confirmation in the first quarter of 2006 which also would indicate a pay rise - that I seriously need. If you haven't heard it, I am really in love with my job. The stories of different strangers have taught me many things about Life, such valuable lessons for each new day that I can carry with me for all my tomorrows. It's exactly what I wanted -a form of social service, an interaction with people and the law, seriously what more can I ask when I am all satisfied?

I wish to build closer ties with my mother and my sister. We don't really realize the importance of people we meet every single day until we suddenly lose them unexpectedly. Then, we realize that we want to treasure the others we have left. I guess I have learnt. I love to give all my love to my mother and sister. There is some form of fear or maybe loneliness in my mother's eyes that I wish to eliminate. Some love that I feel that she deserves. I saw her cry too much this year and I want to be all that she wants me to be - her perfect daughter I wish I will be. At least, I want to show her how thankful I am for the perfect mother she has been. To each child, their own mother/father is always perfect no matter what.

2006 means 21 years of age. For the first time in my life, on the twenty-first year of my life, I have decided to keep a diary. That is also my New Year Resolution - something that I rarely have. I am not too sure how it is going to turn out to be but I am quite positive that I do want to pen down certain things that I wish to remember some years down the road. Whether it is a stranger that struck a conversation with me or whether it is a beggar in the street, I am going to have it noted as long as I think that it should be remembered. Some day when I look back,I really want to know what happened in the year I turned 21. Don't ask me why - I havent figured it out myself.

With just a few days more to 2006, another set of memories of the past year luggaged with the strength that life experiences had provided me, I am taking my plunge into the coming year with a smile, a renewed heart, valuable lessons learnt and memories to carry me through - that has been with me then and will be with me forever...

__________-HER-__________

 

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"Some people plant in the spring,
And leave in the summer.
If you're signed up for a season, see it through.
You don't have to stay forever,
but at least stay until you see it through."
~ Jim Rohn
 
From Priya's entry dated 6 November 2005- suits us perfectly.
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